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We live on an island of ignorance in the midst of black seas
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[16 Apr 2005|01:21pm] |
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it pisses me off that things didnt work out for this weekend......but oh well its not really my loss...
went to the most lame party every...it was so gay we me and REL and kellie and matt and marian ended up leaving and it was like a ten minute walk back to the car and i got a huge blister so marian had to carry me cuz i couldnt walk and hung out so it was fine.....Wednesday is the night we better all hang out again before i got to minnasota.
much love. <3
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[13 Apr 2005|06:55pm] |
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alright so i havent written in like 57391 years so yeah.....
if plans dont work out for this weekend ill be pissed as hell.....
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[19 Jan 2005|11:41am] |
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first day of midterms..it was alright.....now im sitting at home and iwas bored so im baking a cake..it looked really good on the box. then my mom told me shoudl would pay me to clean the whole house and i was like hey i need the money so yeah. then ill study for a lil and i have a game tonight. EVERYONE should go....530 at northern vs. plymouth salem. hopefully we will win!
Basketball game this friday against Central. this is big. good luck guys. and we finally won a game!
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[14 Jan 2005|05:11pm] |
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so i really dont know what to do. i mean when i see this person its like i want to be part of it ya know hang out with them and be with them...but i know this definatly isnt goin 2 ways here and its dissappointing but you cant do anything about it but move on and get over it. even though you just dont get over things so quick. its like i need to tell this person how i feel and itll take off the pressure, but at the same time once it comes out of my mouth the outcome isnt goin to be that great. maybe i just need to get over myself cuz there is no chance with him....
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[11 Jan 2005|03:51pm] |
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just been thinkin a lot lately.....
life is stressful i wish things would be easier then they are
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[07 Jan 2005|05:16pm] |
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I cannot describe the feelings I have for you and all the hate you've put me through. With all that time that went by and all I did was cry. I felt so alone, and now more lonely than ever, And my love will last until forever. You are my life you're what I breathe you're all I care about, but all I do is greave. I wasn't good enough for you your love will never be true. I wish it would I hope it must cuz all I need is your special touch. I would give my all just to have you to get just one kiss maybe to see what's being missed. Becasue I love you so it's more than you could ever know, and everything I do, I do for you...
im so freaking exhausted from being so sick lately if anyone has any suggestions for my please share them cuz i cant take this anymore.
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[03 Jan 2005|08:19pm] |
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alright so everything is messed up and i dunno what to do...i guess i just have to follow what my mind says i should do...
and now i have to write about brian cuz i told him i would...he definatly blew his shoulder out again like a sweet person....good job bri! haha that sucks really bad and im so sorry! and i still have your birthday present from november 20th! thats a long time so we definatly have to hang out soon so i can give it to you.
back to school....and its incredibly gay i must say! ahhhh oh well what can ya do?
alrighty well big tournament at Northville this saturday wish us luck! we need it this is a huge one!
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[31 Dec 2004|05:35pm] |
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[29 Dec 2004|06:14pm] |
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hello all....today was alright.....got up went to practice which was fun we played dodgeball against varsity and definatly got our butts kicked but hey....it was still fun. then i came home and took a much needed shower. ran some errands with the pa. got some movies that i can watch tonight since im probably not gonna do anything. and now im here.
stephen we HAVE to hang out! over break we have been planning this for like a looooong time, andy too.
im excited for new years eve it should be a good one!
i miss REL she needs to come home!
i love you
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[26 Dec 2004|07:20pm] |
well, this had to be the best christmas ever....and we all know why...
im just updating cuz my lover told me to lol
<3J
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[29 Nov 2004|11:50am] |
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I've been thinking a lot lately....what would you do without your best friends?
I cant stop thinking about HIM...its like all i want to do is talk to him and see him...and just when i think everything is so messed up...there comes a light at the end of then tunnle, but it never stays there long enough to where you actually get to it....but the thing is i want to get to it..and hopefully i will...
you are the one for me.....
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[28 Nov 2004|12:14pm] |
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hellllllo, so today we better go to chinese cuz it sounds soooo good and im just fat like that, oh yeah.... hockey game was good last night even though they lost, me rel and felicia had a good time. and then lovely stephen walks in and it was quite interesting...
felicia listen to me, we have to stop doin this!!! dont be mad at me...take it all alright its all yours!!! seriously
yeah well another boring day to look forward too YAY not....
if you comment you are the sweetest person..
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[25 Nov 2004|10:52am] |
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Happy Thanksgiving everyone...hope everyone eats a lot and gets really fat lol
tomorrow is my baby girls birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA!!!! i love you so much felic, we are gonna have a lot of fun tomorrow, oh yeah me you and REL yea baby
good luck to St. Marys tomorrow with the big game.
happy thanksgiving everyone!
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[22 Nov 2004|08:57pm] |
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if you really cared...you would know it was me.
ethanV521 :well your a beautiful amazing girl who has aweosme qualites that evry guy would want
.....awe i love you ethan!
scared2letG0 :haha I LOVE YOU chickie poo and my beloved FELICIA!!!! god i love her too
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[19 Nov 2004|06:37pm] |
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big hockey game tonight!!!! YAY its gonna be great fun oh yeah...hope they crush central... i miss hanging out with the trio! we better hang out soon.... i think im starting to get over him after i realized that i had no chance with him at all...its kinda sad...i thought we would have been good together but what can i do? yeah well i guess that night was too good to be true.... :(
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[16 Nov 2004|06:23pm] |
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I cannot describe the feelings I have for you and all the hate you've put me through. With all that time that went by and all I did was cry. I felt so alone, and now more lonely than ever, And my love will last until forever. You are my life you're what I b r e a t h e you're all I care about, but all I do is greave. I wasn't good enough for you your love will never be true. I wish it would I hope it must cuz all I need is your special t<o<u<c<h. I would give my all just to have you to get just one kiss maybe to see what's being missed. Becasue I love you so it's more than you could ever know, and everything I do, I do for you...
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[13 Nov 2004|08:07pm] |
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omg today was sooo fun!....arielle called me at like 9 and we were like deff chinese so Arielle Felicia Zack and I went to this place that i cant spell cuz im not chinese and we stuffed our faces cuz we are BIG girls, then we were like ok deff baskin robbins just to add to the fatness and it was really good. then Todd picked us up and we all came back to my house and just hung out for a while, i was fun tho...we played with the puppy, watched some Boy Meets World, we upstairs and were just hanging out while i was doin RELs hair, the puppy was sleeping with Zack it was the cutest thing! then he deffinatly peed on my bed and that wasnt so cool....but we did zacks hair and it was the funniest thing i ahve ever seen in my entire life, and he went to hockey like that haha.yeha we did the "tent" look....HAHA it was a GREAT time. it was supposed to imitate ryan i cant spell his last name. so then we were gonna go to the northern hockey game right and Ang was picking us up, so theres someone in the front seat...sure enough its ryan and zacks got this hair doo goin on...we were all like crying we were laughing so hard...and they were like whats so funny, and we were like check out that hair and hes all like no you didnt do it right...funniest shit ever. lol well i had a GREAT day and we HAVE to do that again....omg it was sooo fun
oh talked to him last night...it went reallly well i was happy it made my night.
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[11 Nov 2004|06:56pm] |
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[08 Nov 2004|08:39pm] |
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why do i keep doing this....i have to let go i want to let go......
i just cant
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[07 Nov 2004|12:19pm] |
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today is gonna be sweet cuz i have volleyball and i need to get out a lot of anger.....it better work.
somethings telling me that i just need to be patient cuz i think you will eventually turn around and see what ur missing out on.....hopefully....
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[06 Nov 2004|11:34am] |
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im so confused right now...you are the most confusing person ever....
what am i supposed to do?.........
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[03 Nov 2004|06:05pm] |
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I cannot describe the feelings I have for you and all the hate you've put me through. With all that time that went by and all I did was cry. I felt so alone, and now more lonely than ever, And my love will last until forever. You are my life you're what I breathe you're all I care about, but all I do is greave. I wasn't good enough for you your love will never be true. I wish it would I hope it must cuz all I need is your special touch. I would give my all just to have you to get just one kiss maybe to see what's being missed. Becasue I love you so it's more than you could ever know, and everything I do, I do for you...
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[01 Nov 2004|09:03pm] |
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i think about you all the time, and i dunno if its a good thing or not and i believe you i really do i just dont want to get hurt...even tho i know you would never purposly hurt me...i like you a lot i really really do and i think we could have something great.....
ever have the feeling where you know you and just right for someone and they are just right for you??
<3
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[30 Oct 2004|01:28pm] |
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so i went to the cider mill today with people from work and it was sooo good! bees were out of control tho but it was still sweet. i definatly gained about 5 pounds eating all those doughnuts and drinking 10 glasses of cider, but it was worth it.
today is relly REL's birthday!!! happy birthday Arielle!!! i love you!!
goin to lees hockey game today in a lil bit..hope he wins.
yeah nothing too exciting going on...not that there ever is anything exciting...oh well love you all!
-Laura-
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[27 Oct 2004|09:09pm] |
i realized something really important tonight.....
it hurts when someone doesn't have the same feelings for you as you do for them.....
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[27 Oct 2004|07:18pm] |
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saturday is REL's birthday!!!! happy birthday REL! so yeah i have nothing to say since some people think my journal is gay..no names mentioned...spencer and zack.... -Laura P.S. my outback was really good tonight and im fat...
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[26 Oct 2004|07:56pm] |
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im so hyper right now and i dunno why. its realyl weird but hey thats me.... WLN basketball plays western tonight! GO KNIGHTS!!!!!! hell yeah.... so ive been thinking...oh god i know...but i dunno i think i just gotta let things roll cuz somehow i dont think anything is gonna happen..which sucks really bad but hwat can you do ya know so u just gotta roll with it.and thats what im gonna do..hopefully it will be good somehow i dunno tho. so yeah i dunno...love to all -Laura-
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[25 Oct 2004|05:00pm] |
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today was so boring at school...all we did today was busy work that was pointless...in every class it was really gay i jsut decided to say no and ill finish it all tomorrow. yeah im just unsure about a lot of things right now..but hey its life and you gotta deal with it. but all i know is i love all my friends....the trio rocks everyones socks...yeah thats the gayest thing every but i like it....thank you to all of them..... im really excited for volleyball season! i cant wait! i dunno y its jsut been a while and im excited to play and it keeps me in shape and i just feel really lazy and fat and i need to get back in shape. yeah so even tho im a mess some of the time i just wana say thanks to all the good people out there who care!!!
much love
-Laura-
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