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Mon, 18 Apr 2005 23:24:48 GMT

We live on an island of ignorance in the midst of black seas

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 17:29:33 GMT

it pisses me off that things didnt work out for this weekend......but oh well its not really my loss...

went to the most lame party every...it was so gay we me and REL and kellie and matt and marian ended up leaving and it was like a ten minute walk back to the car and i got a huge blister so marian had to carry me cuz i couldnt walk and hung out so it was fine.....Wednesday is the night we better all hang out again before i got to minnasota.

much love. <3

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 22:57:33 GMT

alright so i havent written in like 57391 years so yeah.....

if plans dont work out for this weekend ill be pissed as hell.....

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 16:45:48 GMT

first day of midterms..it was alright.....now im sitting at home and iwas bored so im baking a cake..it looked really good on the box. then my mom told me shoudl would pay me to clean the whole house and i was like hey i need the money so yeah. then ill study for a lil and i have a game tonight. EVERYONE should go....530 at northern vs. plymouth salem. hopefully we will win!

Basketball game this friday against Central. this is big. good luck guys. and we finally won a game!

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 22:17:03 GMT

so i really dont know what to do. i mean when i see this person its like i want to be part of it ya know hang out with them and be with them...but i know this definatly isnt goin 2 ways here and its dissappointing but you cant do anything about it but move on and get over it. even though you just dont get over things so quick. its like i need to tell this person how i feel and itll take off the pressure, but at the same time once it comes out of my mouth the outcome isnt goin to be that great. maybe i just need to get over myself cuz there is no chance with him....

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 20:51:55 GMT

just been thinkin a lot lately.....

life is stressful i wish things would be easier then they are

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 22:18:24 GMT

I cannot describe the feelings I have for you
and all the hate you've put me through.
With all that time that went by
and all I did was cry.
I felt so alone,
and now more lonely than ever,
And my love will last until forever.
You are my life
you're what I breathe
you're all I care about,
but all I do is greave.
I wasn't good enough for you
your love will never be true.
I wish it would
I hope it must
cuz all I need
is your special touch.
I would give my all just to have you
to get just one kiss
maybe to see what's being missed.
Becasue I love you so
it's more than you could ever know,
and everything I do,
I do for you...

im so freaking exhausted from being so sick lately if anyone has any suggestions for my please share them cuz i cant take this anymore.

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 01:23:31 GMT

alright so everything is messed up and i dunno what to do...i guess i just have to follow what my mind says i should do...

and now i have to write about brian cuz i told him i would...he definatly blew his shoulder out again like a sweet person....good job bri! haha that sucks really bad and im so sorry! and i still have your birthday present from november 20th! thats a long time so we definatly have to hang out soon so i can give it to you.

back to school....and its incredibly gay i must say! ahhhh oh well what can ya do?

alrighty well big tournament at Northville this saturday wish us luck! we need it this is a huge one!

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 22:35:59 GMT

yeah....

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 23:18:01 GMT

hello all....today was alright.....got up went to practice which was fun we played dodgeball against varsity and definatly got our butts kicked but hey....it was still fun. then i came home and took a much needed shower. ran some errands with the pa. got some movies that i can watch tonight since im probably not gonna do anything. and now im here.

stephen we HAVE to hang out! over break we have been planning this for like a looooong time, andy too.

im excited for new years eve it should be a good one!

i miss REL she needs to come home!

i love you

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 00:21:11 GMT

well, this had to be the best christmas ever....and we all know why...

im just updating cuz my lover told me to lol

<3J

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 16:54:24 GMT

I've been thinking a lot lately....what would you do without your best friends?

I cant stop thinking about HIM...its like all i want to do is talk to him and see him...and just when i think everything is so messed up...there comes a light at the end of then tunnle, but it never stays there long enough to where you actually get to it....but the thing is i want to get to it..and hopefully i will...

you are the one for me.....

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 17:16:37 GMT

hellllllo, so today we better go to chinese cuz it sounds soooo good and im just fat like that, oh yeah....
hockey game was good last night even though they lost, me rel and felicia had a good time. and then lovely stephen walks in and it was quite interesting...

felicia listen to me, we have to stop doin this!!! dont be mad at me...take it all alright its all yours!!! seriously

yeah well another boring day to look forward too YAY not....

if you comment you are the sweetest person..

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 15:55:25 GMT

Happy Thanksgiving everyone...hope everyone eats a lot and gets really fat lol

tomorrow is my baby girls birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA!!!! i love you so much felic, we are gonna have a lot of fun tomorrow, oh yeah me you and REL yea baby

good luck to St. Marys tomorrow with the big game.

happy thanksgiving everyone!

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 02:01:24 GMT

if you really cared...you would know it was me.

ethanV521 :well your a beautiful amazing girl who has aweosme qualites that evry guy would want

.....awe i love you ethan!

scared2letG0 :haha I LOVE YOU chickie poo
and my beloved FELICIA!!!! god i love her too

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 23:50:36 GMT

big hockey game tonight!!!! YAY its gonna be great fun oh yeah...hope they crush central...
i miss hanging out with the trio! we better hang out soon....
i think im starting to get over him after i realized that i had no chance with him at all...its kinda sad...i thought we would have been good together but what can i do? yeah well i guess that night was too good to be true.... :(

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 23:28:47 GMT

I cannot describe the feelings I have for you
and all the hate you've put me through.
With all that time that went by
and all I did was cry.
I felt so alone,
and now more lonely than ever,
And my love will last until forever.
You are my life
you're what I b r e a t h e
you're all I care about,
but all I do is greave.
I wasn't good enough for you
your love will never be true.
I wish it would
I hope it must
cuz all I need
is your special t<o<u<c<h.
I would give my all just to have you
to get just one kiss
maybe to see what's being missed.
Becasue I love you so
it's more than you could ever know,
and everything I do,
I do for you...

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 01:12:04 GMT

omg today was sooo fun!....arielle called me at like 9 and we were like deff chinese so Arielle Felicia Zack and I went to this place that i cant spell cuz im not chinese and we stuffed our faces cuz we are BIG girls, then we were like ok deff baskin robbins just to add to the fatness and it was really good. then Todd picked us up and we all came back to my house and just hung out for a while, i was fun tho...we played with the puppy, watched some Boy Meets World, we upstairs and were just hanging out while i was doin RELs hair, the puppy was sleeping with Zack it was the cutest thing! then he deffinatly peed on my bed and that wasnt so cool....but we did zacks hair and it was the funniest thing i ahve ever seen in my entire life, and he went to hockey like that haha.yeha we did the "tent" look....HAHA it was a GREAT time. it was supposed to imitate ryan i cant spell his last name. so then we were gonna go to the northern hockey game right and Ang was picking us up, so theres someone in the front seat...sure enough its ryan and zacks got this hair doo goin on...we were all like crying we were laughing so hard...and they were like whats so funny, and we were like check out that hair and hes all like no you didnt do it right...funniest shit ever. lol well i had a GREAT day and we HAVE to do that again....omg it was sooo fun

oh talked to him last night...it went reallly well i was happy it made my night.

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 23:57:44 GMT

i want you to tell me how you feel....

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 02:00:43 GMT

why do i keep doing this....i have to let go i want to let go......

i just cant

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 17:21:07 GMT

today is gonna be sweet cuz i have volleyball and i need to get out a lot of anger.....it better work.

somethings telling me that i just need to be patient cuz i think you will eventually turn around and see what ur missing out on.....hopefully....

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 16:35:24 GMT

im so confused right now...you are the most confusing person ever....

what am i supposed to do?.........

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 23:06:35 GMT

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 02:07:20 GMT

i think about you all the time, and i dunno if its a good thing or not and i believe you i really do i just dont want to get hurt...even tho i know you would never purposly hurt me...i like you a lot i really really do and i think we could have something great.....

ever have the feeling where you know you and just right for someone and they are just right for you??

<3

-Lora-

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 00:27:57 GMT

outback again tonight! yes!